Friday, May 16, 2008

Wierd Dream

Uncle johnny expired years ago. However, one bright day, at the place where he was staying, I saw uncle johnny near the well. He was singing happily. All of a sudden, he falls into the well and I hear the glug glug sounds of a person drowning. I didn't go to save him because he was already dead years ago. Or should I have saved him?

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Lost in the ocean

Dear me,
Preparation is not enough. I get the feeling that I have joined classes a tad too late. But I mustn't give up. Chodans success story is inspiring. I have to improve my memory. It mustn't fail me. Target is to quit cogni after CAT. No other option. Cannot afford to spend more time here. Quant speed is slow. English has to improve. Next week is the SIMCAT. Not expecting too much but I hope I get somewhere. I musn't give up. I have to make a new beginning. I feel left out of the race. Work at office is drab and is killing me mentally. So far all pagal guy's questions have either not been answered at all or answered wrongly. Need to go a long way. Its a battle for 15oo seats with 3 lakh people vying for it. I have to beat that google guy.

All the best

Saturday, May 3, 2008

A new beginning

Joined CAT classes today. Hoping to quit the company by the beginning of next year. Hope things come through. I've got a tempororary mission. I need a long term goal. Unfortunately I've also been put into this ESOA project which makes me do some kind of work. Happy that i have work. But deep down i feel i should've started cat preparation much earlier. Better late than never. Just hope I can quit the company after november.

Friday, May 2, 2008

Losing all sense and sanity

Reject number ?????........ cnumb says get a life. Starting today, my myspace account goes into limbo. its like taking away the little life that i have left.

Monday, April 21, 2008

Week after week, day by day
"God give me work", I humbly pray
And five weekdays come to an end
Now two more days, I do not know how to spend.
An idle mind, a languid persona

Today I get to see
Work finally
Yet the lonliness persists
Its aura knows not what is bliss

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Stuck to my seat

News:
Authorities are considering charges in the bizarre case of a woman who sat on her boyfriend’s toilet for two years — so long that her body was stuck to the seat by the time the boyfriend finally called police.
Ness County Sheriff Bryan Whipple said it appeared the 35-year-old Ness City woman’s skin had grown around the seat. She initially refused emergency medical services but was finally convinced by responders and her boyfriend that she needed to be checked out at a hospital.

I happened to come across this in Amit Varma's Blog. My situation is not too different from that woman...I'm stuck to my seat in CTS and even though it would've benefitted me if I quit, I refused to do so. It took a great deal of convincing before I had realized this. But when the realization had dawned, I was stuck. I couldn't move even though I wanted to. Happenstance.

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Strange Love story

Sachin's bro got married a few days back and his was the love story which by all means will never get published as a mills and boons story. So heres the story:
Sachins brother had shifted to his new place along with his friends. His neighbour was a hottie and sachins bro somehow managed to get her aqauintance. This hottie stayed in the same building along with her friends. Now sachins brothers roomies started messaging all these mushy messages from his cellphone. Hottie reads these messages thinking that they are from bro and probably feels happy but is too shy to admit it. So hotties roomies start messaging bro other sentimental messages from her cell and bro reads this and is also happy. The best part is the love birds have no clue that their roomies are doing all the messaging. This goes on for a while and one thing lead to another and they ended up marrying each other.

Wait! It ain't over yet. At the time of the wedding, bro demands dowry. Hottie gives dowry and now they live happily. Sheesh!!!